I don’t think people really get the grace of God. Mostly because we all accept it as one of those subjects that we can’t fully grasp this side of heaven, so we don’t put a whole lot of thought into it. It’s one of those subjects, though, that I knew if I really understood, it would shake my entire faith and perception of God.
I believe the impact of ignoring God’s grace is seen most clearly in the testimony of people who have either walked away from God or are convinced that God cannot change them. My testimony fits more into the “I can just not get it right, so why would God ever want to use me” category.
The reason why I’ve thought this way is the same reason why people end up walking away from God; they have lost their understanding of the “heaviness” of the grace of God. I use the word “heaviness,” because when you think about it, it makes you feel like you’ve pulled a mental muscle or something. It’s almost as if you think about it long enough, you have to stop, take a break, and regain your mental bearings before proceeding. It reminds me of Psalm 139 where David says, “You have hedged me behind and before, and laid Your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain it.”
To understand grace, we need to step outside of ourselves and see things from God’s perspective. A clear understanding of God’s grace demands an understanding of the price He paid on our behalf. We need to understand first and foremost that God is the offended party when it comes to this whole sin-forgiveness-reconciliation thing, not us. Keep in mind that we are the ones who have broken our end of the deal over and over, and God has every right to employ the full fury of His wrath against us....but He doesn’t.
God’s love is so deep, and He desires us so much that He recognized Man’s inability to do our part to restore our relationship with Him, and He took it upon Himself to become a man and do what’s necessary to restore it for us.
Imagine that a man brutally murders your family. All the evidence is stacked against him, and a grand jury finds him guilty of first degree murder. Now, imagine taking justice in your own hands - not by vengeance - but by fully satisfying the demands of justice by offering the only son you have left to be executed in that man’s place.
I know it doesn’t fit perfectly in every way with what God did for us (or our current legal system), but if you are just looking at it in terms of satisfying the demands of justice, there is absolutely no difference. Especially from the perspective of the innocent son who knows he’s about to die for crimes that he did not commit - crimes against his own family. I think about Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane begging His Father for another way, knowing full well that this is the only way to make things right. That’s heavy grace.
