Friday

Feasting On God

One of my favorite verses is Job 23:12, "I have treasured the words of His mouth more than my necessary food." It's a challenging verse that I rely on when I'm fasting.

One of the surest signs of a mature believer is that he knows what to starve himself of, and he knows what to feast on.

Just in the natural course of living our lives, we create these attachments and dependencies that, while most of them are morally neutral, more often than not rob our passion for the things of God. By nature all of us are too easily satisfied, pouring our affections out on sports, hobbies, careers, etc. Again, these things usually aren't bad, but when it comes to fasting, it's not so much about denying or depriving yourself of food as much as it is about redirecting your affections towards something altogether more satisfying. That's part of the lesson Jesus was trying to teach the woman at the well in John 4:7-15.

Just like food, all of this stuff will only satisfy you temporarily. Sex, money, sports, family, food...are all great, but we'll never experience the fullness of those things apart from God. Apart from God these things will betray you over and over again. Sex will turn to lust, the pursuit of money will turn to greed, food will lead to gluttony, our hobbies and even our family can make us slip into idolatry and pride.

So, in the end, we fast from food, gadgets, TV, etc. so we can free ourselves up to feast on God. I want to empty myself so that I can be filled with His peace, strength, love, grace. I want to detach from those things I am used to running to for peace, approval, and comfort and come to God empty-handed.

Figuratively, I am emptying myself of food and telling God that I am relying on Him to be my spiritual sustenance. Fasting forces you to loosen your hands up on the things of this world and become dependent on God alone. It puts you in a position to where you are dependent on God as your source and sustenance, and you learn to seek God first instead of fleeing to temporary substitutes.

Matthew 6:16 -*33

Tuesday

Reborn & Set Free

(This is an add-on to the last post, "What Is Free Will?")

If we have been "set free" in Christ, the manner in which we experience that freedom is in the new birth. But it isn't like Jesus simply opens the door to a new life, and "Voila!" you are "set free." The picture of our freedom is more profound than that.

God's plan for our freedom is not as simple as changing our environment (i.e. our perspective, circumstances, behavior, etc.). I think that's where the Christian "self-help" movement has gone dangerously wrong.

Unlike a man walking out of the prison doors to a new life of freedom, the picture is more like the man, himself, being changed within the prison walls, then living out that freedom in spite of his environment and in front of the other prisoners.

That's why we often don't feel like we are free when the bible says that we are. Have you ever read verses like, "You have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God," (Romans 6:22) and thought, "I certainly don't feel like I've been 'set free' from sin?"

In my life, I relate more to what Paul says in Romans 7:15-19, "I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing."

The bible makes a clear distinction between being led by the "flesh" and being led by the "Spirit," and as believers, while we live, we can actually be led by both. Thank God He's the source of my righteousness, because on my own, I have no chance for freedom from sin.

"I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in My statutes and be careful to obey My rules." (Ezekiel 36:25-27)

Notice that it is God who sprinkles clean water on us to cleanse our unrighteousness, it's God who removes our heart of stone and gives us a new heart of flesh, it's God who puts His Spirit within us, and it's that Spirit who causes us to walk and obey. It's God who rebirths us...it's God who sets us free.

So, there is no room to receive credit and glory for our own salvation. That belongs to God alone. In fact, if freedom were somehow possible without God, wouldn't that merely be considered a prison break? We aren't simply fugitives from unrighteousness. We have been set free and given a new life under grace.