Matthew 6:24-25
“No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money. Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life.” (ESV)
I recently had a friend confess to me how broken, inferior, and weak he felt. He said the heaviness of that brings so much fear and anxiety that it even affects his relationships. When you’re in that place it’s easy to feel alone and isolated. It makes you feel as if you are the only person who feels that way.
In reality, we're all "broken." Think about it. None of us make it out of here alive, and just that in itself is enough to keep us on edge & filled with anxiety. There's nothing wrong or unusual about feeling fear every once in a while or feeling inadequate at times. I personally feel that way a lot. Sometimes a feeling of failure and weakness just rushes over me out of nowhere. It’s scary, and it often feels like the sky is falling. Where are you going to hide from that?
But when you think about it, isn’t that a blessing in a way? Fear, worry, doubt, etc. reminds us that we don't have all the answers, that we aren't all-powerful, and we aren't as mentally tough as we sometimes convince ourselves to be. Imagine going through life without experiencing the weight of your weakness and sin. Why would we ever trust God? What would we repent of?
If when things go bad, and we don't worry (or even worry about the idea of things going bad), then we'd go through life getting clobbered all the time, wouldn’t we? So, in a way, our weakness and doubts protect us and force us to look outside of ourselves for strength, encouragement...faith. Our weaknesses and the knowledge that we really are broken point us to God.
But here is the turning point. Just like money; insecurity & fear is a horrible master…but it can be a wonderful servant. The question is: Is it directing our hearts toward God and stirring up raised hands of praise to Him, or is it dragging our hearts further away from Him and causing us to raise our fist toward Him? Who or what is the master? Who or what is the servant?
